This is supposed to be a happier part of the year I'd say and right now I'm kind of in the shit house. I can't start or complete any pieces right now much less anything else because my hands have broken out into this plague of blisters. I guess I just suck. But people have worse problems so I guess I should just stop feeling sorry for myself.


About my first and last entry.. I had hoped for a "happy new year". I think I may have jinxed myself. This year has been awful so far. Not only have horrible things happened around the country and such but also to people I feel close to. I just don't get it. It's just one thing after another lately. People have been saying it's nothing compared to what's happening over seas and all but I don't think that's a fair statement. Certain things aren't a surprise in a warzone. Granted I think it's discusting that people these days have grown acustom to hearing about violence and descensetized to it's affects, etc. I just wish more than anything that things will get better. Maybe I've been blind in the past, but it does seem more so than ever that every time I turn around something catastrophic has happened in our lives.